I know how you feel.
I’ve been there, knife to chest, heart in little tiny pieces on the floor. You think, someone is different, and then get disappointed when they aren’t. Karama will be a b***H for them, but in the meantime, it doesn’t help.
Having a good safety net: work, family, friends, religion, your own goals, whatever heals you, holds you, or keeps you going ….they help, but don’t fix it.

Someone once said “what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.”

Maybe, it’s important to be weak, so you can build back up, like the mythical phoenix who grew old and weak, then ignited itself in flames, then came up reborn, strong from the ashes. but it hurts to burn.

you learn from your scars, and maybe battle, you have the skills to win and to identify with others who have scars like you.

As long as you let yourself go back into battle.

I think that’s what’s important…

and hypocritical of me.